I'm struggling to find a balance in this whole taking care of two kids thing. Obviously the newest needs most of my attention, but it seems unfair to Landon. Plus, my patience with him is running short. I know it's not his fault and he wants attention too, but when he screams loudly excitedly and makes the baby cry I have to remember he's still little and he's not doing it to be malicious. On a different note, Landon is a tornado. I never realized how obnoxious kids toys were until he decided to press the buttons on multiple toys repeatedly and rapidly to cause them to freak out. It makes me want to pull the batteries out, but thats not fair to take away his fun even when its mind numblingly obnoxious. Weston is still waking up every few hours at night. Some nights are better than others and he'll sleep a few hour stretches. Some nights he's up every hour. I'm not expecting him to sleep through the night anytime soon, and would really like it if people stopped asking "is he sleeping through the night yet?" No. He's not. He's a baby. This is what babies do. But I am REALLY loving cosleeping. It makes him a little more dependent on me during the day, but if theres one thing I've learned with Landon, it's that the time goes by so quickly, so I'll soak up all the baby cuddles while I can. I'm on cup of coffee #2. I still don't feel human, but Landon, Weston and I are all cuddled up on the couch watching Supernatural, so it's a good day mostly! Landon gets SO excited over this TV show. He runs around and excitedly screams "SUPA MAT UAL!" and claps when Sam and Dean defeat whatever evil it is they're facing in each episode. This is probably a result of me binge watching all the seasons during my 6 week maternity leave with him, haha.